inside me

Sometimes I felt a surge within myself.
Those things, when it happened.
The anger...
Hatred...
The burns in my eyes.
The pain in my heart.
All this time...
Felt like wanna scream aloud.
Felt like wanna destroy all the things around.
But I keep it to myself.
Calming my emotions.
Controlling myself.
I... I... believe,
Everything has a price tho.